frustration & excitement

i'm here to vent about school because it is kicking my ass and i am running away like it's the bully from the playground and i'm that fragile, glasses-wearing kid who just wants to get away.

but enough about similes and metaphors; english isn't the problem presently.

my upcoming anatomy test promises to be the worst one of the year, in terms of material. here's a list of what i need to know to even have a chance at passing with a C (and i pretty much only know like half): 

- 61 muscles: locations on charts/models/cadavers, AND the origin, insertion, and action of each muscle.

- 36 tendons and ligaments.

- all of the bones and their landmarks of the lower and upper limbs

- cardiovascular system: trace blood circulation of adult and fetus, the heart, locate and identify veins and arteries.

- lymphatic system: know organs, tissues, and vessels.

- microscope: locate 4 structures and substructures on the microscope. 

- know all lower and upper limb dislocations and how/why they occur.

- AND DO THIS ALL BY MARCH 24TH.

if i possibly survive the next couple weeks and somehow don't blank too much when the test comes, i think i might just go treat myself to dinner and a movie.

i think i'm going to finally feel like a real college student. red bull and energy bars will be my bffs for the next week.

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aside from school, i'm pretty stoked with the impending spring break. i want to live out this spring break - road trip with the bests, lunch and dinner with others, late-night starbucks, movie night, etc. 

this is what is keeping me going. and, seriously, that's all i really need.